nothing makes sense, but it hurts there’s no words…

nothing makes sense, but it hurts
there’s no words to say how or what or why
and there’s no one to give those words to, even if there were
but i just wanted to leave a record, of sorts
what you sad, really hurt
losing you really hurts
and yes, this is ‘it’: goodbye
i’ll love you
you’ll love me
we’ll split the lladros fairly
but it wont be like that
you wont be her for me in this foreign house
you wont be the one swan who fed crumbs to the duckling when the king and queen werent looking